Happy birthday to meeee

Woow I got fucking tiramisu cake.. that stuff is god. It's really amazing. I get it once a year, every year, on my birthday.

My aunt bags everything in ziplock bags. When I say everything, I don't mean just food. She bags bottles of anything, toothpaste, coffee cans, boxes... you name it, it's got a bag on it. She even bagged my card? ahaha I have no clue.

I'm rich again! I now have a stack of bills on my desk.

The same desk, incidentally, that I noticed if you look at, it shows how much of a nerd I am. Just on the top, I have a harry Potter book (Half-Blood Prince.. can't wait for the movie), a FULL jar of m&ms for after school munchies, a Naruto notebook, 4 Anime posters, multiple electronics, a chinese cup, duck statues? AND, my pride and fucknig glory.... my Lava Lamp phone! :) I love it so.

I have to go watch some movie now with the fam. I'll chat with you laterr :) EVEN THOUGH NO ONE READS THIS. I feel bad for just chatting away to myself on here.. but it's better than talking to myself in person, yes? That's all online diaries and things are, a place where you can talk to yourself without getting weird looks.

Anywyas, peace

I'm munching on leftover enchiladas (best thing I've ever eaten) and watching the food channel. I had a pretty chill day, and maybe a party tonight? :)

Cellphones are so annoying. Like 4 out of 5 people have that all the time just texting away. Its so lame. Oh and its so hard just to talk to them cause they're all busy and shit.. I dunno just one of my pet peeves.

I got amazing headphones for my birthday. Oh boy. I broke my last ones in two months, so lets hope I can keep it safe. Ahaha oh well.

I'll be on later mah brothas. ;) Peace

My birthday is pretty sweet so far :) skipped school and smoked and smoked and toked, while listening to Marley. Then I got to munch on all this good stuff. Only downer was that it was pourrrring all day long! I'm totally soaked.

I ain't happy, I'm feelin' glad, I got sunshine in a bag, I'm useless-but not for long; the future is comin' on, is comin' on, is comin' on.

That's been stuck in my head all day.

I can't even type right now.. My hands aren't quite working right. It's taking forever. I just want sleeep. No, what I want is Tiramasu. That shit is amazing. I get it saturday ^_^

I'm going to go make Mr. Noodles. Yummm. Peacee,

guess whaaaat? my birthday is tomorrow ^_^ I'm spending time with my love (mary jane) and my best friend. Pretty sweet yes?

March Break was sweet but now back to reality a.k.a school. :| seriously I hate it.. and if I keep skipping I'm going to get in shit. I have to go to school. That's the most depressing statement ever.

I need to go to the library. I love to read.. ahah so I love everything about libraries. :)

I also need to visit the gym. I snack so much after school. (I wonder why). Today on the menu was a nutrigrain bar, popcorn, and cream soda. Mmm. Unfortunately, not the best on the waistline, must say.

Anyways, Im offff

ONE DAY TIL MARCH BREAK BITCHES. HERE I COME TORONTO :)

I think I'm a robot.

Woah, long time no see. Course no one reads this.. but oh well ^_^ what betetr reason for a blog but to record your own thoughts.

Actually I was away because I forgot my password. Tricky things.. I dont know how people with like 1000487474 passwords ever remember them. I have one, and when I change even one thing in it I totally forget all of it.

Anyways, more about this whole 'I think I'm a robot' thing. When I was unbelievably high, I thought to myself: I really think I'm a robot. And I came up with all of these reasons to show it's true. We'll see if I can remember them, this was a few weeks ago.
1) I don't feel like a human being (of course, what are human beings supposed to feel like?)
2) All of the movements my body makes remind me of mechanical/robotic movement.
3) I'm very different from people around me, and I can't relate to any of them at all.
4) My bones feel like metal, and my skin feels fake.
5) I feel as if I malfunction frequently, such as a glitch in my system.
6) My brain acts like it's prerecorded. I've found that I don't actually know or learn anything, I memorize it.

How do we know we're not robots? What proof do we really have? Maybe we're biological self-thinking evolving robots, which as they 'age', they continually change and grow and adapt to life around them. We could be programmed with a unique personality and each given a unique look. Our 'birth' could be the date we were activiated. Our 'death' could be how long our system lasts during our life period before it fails (and really, don't some deaths involve 'multisystem failue'?). We don't really know that we're human.. and what exactly is a human? All of our knowledge is something someone decided was true, and everyone else believed. Textbooks are just full of information that someone back in the day made up. Something like WW3 could have occured, wiping humans from the earth and we could be the artificial intelligence, just a scientific experiment made by the government for research. They may have covered it up, given us a false history to waste our life studying, and are now viewing the new 'life' they've created. Everything in our world can be explained by this.